I love potatoes and naps.
I don’t get much of either — the latter due to, you know… life, and the former because of the tyranny that is the Whole Life Challenge that I paid and signed up for totally willingly.
We’re in something like week 6ish now. It is ok. I have lost a few pounds, but not enough to make me feel all that excited about it. I lost far more weight on Weight Watchers a few years back, though, admittedly, everyone one of those pounds came back and brought a few friends.
Perhaps getting older just sucks at its core. I suppose that is true just anyway, but it seems of particular significance when one is trying to get one’s butt off of the couch and turn one’s life into the stuff of health and wellness.
Rather than this being a complaint, I do truly have a question: Why is this so hard? Many of us complain of this frequently, but honestly, why is it so hard just to live a decent life? Is it a fat-American thing? Why are so many of us working so fucking hard just to reach a baseline level of health? Why is the norm ruinous? It is like so many of us start in the negative and have to work damn hard just to get closer to zero.
CrossFit is changing me. I wanted it to change my mind more than I wanted it to change my body and I am finding that, so I can put most of my complaints aside.
But, I would love to hear from you. Why is staying healthy (not even being skinny or competitively athletic or fearsome) so laborious?